wordvomit

WHY THE FUCK would you NOT do something that you love for the rest of your life? LIKE SERIOUSLY. Why would you go out there and do something you hate and expect to do it, and do it well, and somewhat enjoy the experience. ALL THAT WILL HAPPEN.... Is that you'll end up DEPRESSED, HATING LIFE, A MASSIVE SHITFACE and YOU'LL BE NEGATIVE/SAD/BLAH. This goes with everything: uni/subjects at school/studying.... 

Okay so this could all be very hypocritical, I'm sure at some stage of my life I'm going to choose to do something I hate and despise because I HAVE to and we'll forget all about the wordvom post, but for now... I AM RIGHTEOUS.

My favourite teacher BD told me the other day whilst we were having one of our "chats" that I need to seriously consider what I wanna do with my life. BACKGROUND KNOWLEDGE: Ever since I was fucking EIGHT I have wanted to go to NASDA/drama school. Musicals (singing, acting, dancing) that is all that makes me happy. So why should I go to UNI and study LAW or ENGLISH or some other BULLSHIT you're preaching. YESYESOKAY you did say some bloody nice stuff that made me feel good but SERIOUSLY. I don't need this shit right now. But then I feel all blurgh. Like, I don't wanna make the wrong decision?

After endless conversations with basically everyone... A degree from a drama school will help me in all the variety of things I wanna do. Yep.

I'm going to apply for drama schools.

I'm going to apply for uni's (gotta have a backup)

I'm going to enjoy whatever I get my degree in

I'm gonna have a sick year

Because... Happiness is at stake.

And happiness is golden.

Good story.