idyllic

with risk of sounding like a creepy cliche....

i am very happy. high on life one would say. i have absorbed myself in happiness and sunshine and positive people and life could not get any better than what it is riiiiiight now.

however, one thing i could change that would make my life better is to  be able to upload photos to my blog.... sigggghhhhhh.... but i have leopard print fingernails so nothing can hurt me right now.

THINGS THAT MAKE ME A HAPPY CHAPPY

my best friend just bungy jumped

my best friends are happy

i just rang one of my best friends from england and her voice was amazing to hear

i'm dancing and was asked to be in a show

i have auditions coming up

i am passing school

i am in stage challenge and we're gonna dominate that sheeeeit

getting 20% off my military boootttttsssss

getting 20% off my makeup!!!

i didn't get a parking ticket today

i got a new book that looks goooooood

everything just seems to be going great (is this too good to be true?)

being happy.

things that make me unhappy:

PETROL. Jesus motherfucker what a biiiiitchaaay thing!

money. being so broke. not being able to do anyttttthing because i have NO MONEY

not having enough time for fun activities

not having a life, but when i get one everyone being weirded out and i don't have enough petrol/money to actually HAVE the life aformentioned

not getting any work therefore not getting and money therefore not getting any closer to my new laptop

being sick sore and tired.

RESCUE REMEDY you are a lifesaver.

you bring me trippy dreams like i'm cuttin loose on acid and i love you for it.

i finally wake up happy

..... don't ever stop.

I have a "Jessica's inspirational quote of the day" part of my drama teacher and photography teacher's whiteboards. They love my happiness being exherted throughout the class room.

I love life.

Shit when the fuck did this happen?

I blame Auckland. It's a beautiful dream.